Harfe Khwabdida ( Episode - 01 )

Harfe Khwabdida

By Ali Haider

Hi! I am writing story on episodic bases in Roman Urdu, if you like my content then please place your comment further if you want to suggest me anything related to my writing then please place your suggestion, here is my writing.

Plot 1: conversation with sisters

Ashar: aj mai bhut zyada pareshan ho main ny apni zindagi ka har faisla apny parents k mutabiq liya hai, lekin aj main nahi chata k mai medical prho mai bhut zyada thak gya ho, mujhy s yad nh hoti itni difficult terminology mai doctor kesy bno ga, mai jitni bar koshish krta ho mera dil  medical k bary mai mutmain hi nh hota, agr mera medical university mai admission ho bhi gya to mai wha adjust nh ho paoo ga.

Aiman: yar tum bhut intelligent ho tum krlo gy tumhara phely bhi acedmic record bhut strong raha hai, tabhi to hum sab ny phely hi decide krliya tum doctor bno gy, hum dono bheno ko smbhalo gy akhir tum hmary ikloty bhai ho or hmary sari zimadri tumhary kando p hai, baba k bat tum hi to is ghr k bary hogy.

Ashar: yar tum s mai jab bat kro tum itni bari bari baty q krty ho mujhy nh bana brha, or jha tak raha sawal mery fsc tak ki parhai ka to tum bakhoobi janti ho k main ny kitny stress k sath prha hai , mery koi social life nhi, mera koi friendship circle nh bs sara din ghr mai beth k prhna baba k dar s k kahi mujhy phir s un k gussy ka samna na krna prhy mujhy abhi bhi yad hai jab mery 8th mai marks kam aya thy to unho ny mujhy kitna mara mera ghr s ana jana band krdiya. Or us k bad jab mery pas koi option nh bcha to siwaie in kitabon p sir marny k mai kch nh krsaka. Mery zindagi kisi aisy parindy ki hogyie jo kisi sunhary pinjhry mai kaid hai rihaie chata ha darwaza khola hai lekin ghum hojany k dar s bahir nh nikal rha lekin bs ab bhut hua mujhy azadi chaie.

Hurriyah: yar tumhari problem kia hai ashar! Agr aiman bari bari baty kar rhi hai to tum bhi to kitabi dialogue mar rhy ho , ami sahie kehty hai k in novels ny tumhara dimag khrab krdiya hai.tm kia bana chaty ho tumhy khud clear  nh hai, or ab mujhy ye nh kehna k tum tum arts prhna chaty ho q k main is bakwas mai tumhari koi madad nh krongi. Tum bakhubi janty ho k arts ka koi scope nhi. Or tum ek hi bety ho agr tum bhi apny ap pr experiments k nam pr mzak kro gy  to pechy pury family ka kia hoga, sorry mery trf s pata nh kia soch k ami ny tumhara nam ashar rkh dia, ashar k mainy hoty sahibe shaoor lekin tumhara sara shaoor ghans charny gya hai.

Aiman: hurriyah tum itna over react q kr rahi ho kal rat wala drama phir s mat dhuraoo! Kl khany k wakt bhi jab ye muzo chira tha to pury ghar ka mahool khrab hogya tha mai pyar s usy smjha rhi hona, wo bcha nh hai apni zemadariyan janta hai…

Ashar: Ab bus bhi kro tum dono mujhy or disturb nh kro mujhy thori dier akela rehny do! Mai apna faisla kr chuka ho ab koi mujhy kch bhi boly mai ab apni mrzi chlaoo ga.

Hurriyah: to aj rat phir s ghr mai dramy k liye tyar hojaoo, pata nh kab tumhy literature ka shoq hogya or hum sab ki sukoon barbad hua bs ye 2- 3 mahiny jaldi guzry tumhara admission hojaye to hmari jan chuty q k mai janti ho tum bilawajah ka tamasha kr rhy ho jab fees tumhari baba ny bharni hai to marzi bhi unhi ki hogi.

Ashar: Tum yhan s chly q nh jati, jaooo, jaooo , chly jaooo ,mujhy akela chor do.

Aiman: hurriyah jaoo yha  s! Ashar mery bat s……

Ashar: kia tumhy bhi smjh nh arha k main ny jany ko kaha

Plot 2: Ashar Sitting Alone:

Ashar: kia in allah ma sabreen ka dars sirf mery liye hi hai, mai jab bhi apni khwaish ka izhar karta ho to zemadariyon ki labmi list mery liye tyar kardi jati hai or sabar ki talqeen krty hoie ek aisi zanjeer mai jagar diya jata hai jis ko tor k bahir nikalna meri sakht sa bahir.mai jab bhi sab ko ye smjhany ki koshish krta ho k mai is routine s kush nh mai kitna akela mehsos krtta ho ye mujhy serious nh lety, Ami hmesha kehti hai k hum jo bhi kr rhy hai tumhary bhaly k liye kr rhy hai lekin ye kesi bhlai hai jis mai meri Khushi shamil nh, is kaido band mai mera dum ghutta hai.ye meri parwah k nam pr mujh p apni khwishy ladhty hi jarhy hai, bghair is bat ko jany or samjhy k mai kaisa mehsos krta ho, ye bar bar parwarish k nam pr mujhy apny kiye hoie ahsan ginwaty hai k hum ny tumhary liye kitni qurbaniyan di, hum ny tumhy prhaya likhaya apna wakt diya,hum tumhara bura nh chaty , kia hamy itna bhi ikhtiar nh hai k hum apny bcho ka bhla bura decide kry ,mujhy ye bat kabhi samjh nh ati k un k itna zyada over protective hony s jo mery p asar horha hai wo unhy dekhai q nh deta ,mai  kis kadar depression ka shikar ho k raty guzar jati hai lekin mujhy nend nh ati, mujhy kisi cheez mai sukoon nh mil rha kash mujhy itni azadi hoti k mai khul k apny zindagi k faisly ly sakta, ye bol dena kitna asan hai k hum ny tumhy puri azadi di hai jo krna chaty ho karo lekin sath hi sath mery any jany pr itny tanz k mai bhair jany s ktraoo, mera jeena muhal hogya ya rab to hi kuch krdy mai khool k kisi k agy ro b hi nahi sakta k mai ek larka ho jo agr ro para to buzdil hony ka stamp jo mery khandan waly mujh pr phely hi laga chuky hai tasdeeq hojaye ga ya allah to ny apni pak kitab mai kaha hai k to logo ki bardasht krny ki qoowat s brh k un pr azmaish nh dalta beshak mujhy yakeen hai lekin ye har dosry shaks k dil azari waly jumly mujhy teri azmaish kam muahry ki shrarat zyada lagti hai , q k meri zindgi bhi kisi afsanvi novel ki trha ho jis m mai akhir ka anjam mery haq mai ho lekin aisa hota dekhai nh deta .

Plot 3: Ashar conversation with Mother

Ami: Ashar! Zid nh kro  hum tumhary dushman nh hai, har maa bap apni aulad ko kamyab dekhna chati hai hum thery gaoon k dihati ghareeb log itni mhengai k daur mai kesy tujhy prha rhy hai to bhetr  Janata hai, dekh tery bap ki koi sarkari Naukri nh hai wo ek chota sa dukandar ha, kis tra s karzo k boj k sath tujhy prha rha hai to janta hai, us k bad bhi bjaiye us k ahsano ka shukar ada krny k to qismat ka rona ro rha hai,

Ashar: Ami mai itna shabe aqal ho k apna sahie ghlat janta ho, to q mery baat nh mani jarhi, ap logo ny mujhy 8th k bad boarding bhj diya, jhan mai jitna wkt rha wha k mahool ko qabool na kr paya, jab mujh s itna hi bezar thy to edhi k jholy mai daldety kam s kam mujhy edhi center mai azadi to hoti, km s km mai dosro ki marzi ka khilona to nh bnta , har man bap apni auald ki parwrish ki zemidari  uthati hai  ye mery hisy ka rizq hai jis ka wasila ap ko rab ny bnaya, khuda ki sfat alraziq hai, q kr ap apny kiye hoie ahsano ka badla mujh s mera zheni sukoon chean k ly rhy ho, jab k jis ko ap ahsan bata rhy ho wo to rab y ap o zemadri di hai..

Ami: Mai tumhy smjha rhi ho or tum mujh pr kitabi jumly istmal krty hi jarhy ho, tumnary zuban ki kat itni ha, k tum ye lihaz bhi bhool gye ho mai tumhari maa ho, (thpar marty hoie) , hum ny pal pos kr is liye nh brha kia tha k tum humy hi ankhey dekhaoo , abhi tum itny bhi brhy nh ho humy ankhien dekhaoo. Khud kmaoo k khaoo to pata chly , do paisy kmana or kiso khanio k bnwti baton mai kitna farkh hai.

Ashar: maro mujhy! Maro mujhy or maro, mainn nahih jaoo ga kch bhi kr lo,ab bhj k dekhaoo jab itna hi bojh tha to paida hi q kia , paida krny s phely sochna tha is k akhrajat bhi hongy jis ka ahsan nh jatana..

Ami: marty hoie kash, phely bety ki trha to bhi mar jata, kash tery time pr bhi karza na lety phely bety ki trha to aj ye manhoos din na dekhna prhta

Ashar: sharmindagi s nazry jhukaie ahsta lehjy mai jesy usy ahsah tha k us k jumlo ny us ki maa ki dil azari ki hai lekin zid abhi bhi wahi ki wahi thi k ami main h jana chata roty hoie ami mery baat smjho main h jana chata.

Plot 4: Ashar laying over bed stead:

Ashar: (siskiyon k sath roye jarha tha  jesy koi bcha rota hai rat ka time hai sara din ka bhoka apna ahtjaj record kraty hoie)

Ami: (pyar s ashar k balo ko shelaty hoie) q kr rha hai zid? Kia to apni maa s pyar nh krta kia to apni maa k liye itna bhi nh krskta, tera itna hi dil hai to ly ly k.u mai admission lekin is s tery maa bap ka barson ka khwab reh jaye ga, hr maa bap khwab dekhty hai apni aulad k liye ,apny tmam arman pury krty hai jo un k bs main nahi thy, to is mai koi haq talfi to nh hum tujh s umeed nh lgaie gy to kis s lgaye gy, to aisy bcho ki trha roye ga  to kl ko hmy kon smbhaly gy bhno ko kon smbhaly ga, itni kitaby prhta hai us ma sabit qadmi , sabar or istqamat ka nh prha, aulad k huqooq prhy maa bap k nh prhy. Mujhy apni ikloty bety s koi dushmani to nh jo mai tujhy takleef dongi, main y teri har khwish puri ki mehngy s mhengy kpry kitaby , allah dino s chup chup k tujhy kharchi deti taky to apna novel wala shoq pura krsky lekin aj tujh s mai itni s cheez mang rhi ho to us pr mujh s khfa hai (rooty hoie) ye to insaf nahi ,allah dino sahie kehta hai ka main ny us ki aulad ki parwarish sahie nh kia mai ek achi maa nh hon.

Ashar (roty hoie!!) ami mujhy nh samjh ati bio main nh banna chata doctor.

Ami : to apni maa k liye koshish to kr.

Ashar: (khmoosh) maa k anso pochty hoie khyalo mai ghum.

Ami: Acha chor mai khana ly kr ati ho mery bety ny subha s kch nhie khaya.

Asha: (khyalo mai ghum) na chaty hoie bhi mai apni maa ko dukhi kr rha ho..